now I am here

mein Zuhause..
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ich bin noch da..
wer bist du.. ??

iich hoffe nicht das...
iich hoffe nicht das die letzten Worte erst gemeint...

ende..
alleine.. der nächste Verlust kommt bestimmt... ich...

so rührend